I miss you, but I love you more

I still keep your bottle of shampoo, 

as if it would help preserve a piece of your touch, 

as if it would bring us closer, 

as if you’ve never left, 

 I sometimes put my shampoo next to yours; 

that helps make myself believe you’re still here, 

just out in the balcony for a smoke, 

or in the kitchen, 

or just simply not home,

So I will feel better, 

when I really miss you, when I really need you.

想你，但是我更愛你